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'PANIC'

today...is my third week of working...jz wanna share something ...my weakness...'panic'..sometime , im a very calm and can represent things smootly without getting nervous...but sometime...im unreliable..and started getting panic easily...as im a easy panic person...it makes my life getting serious and i was scare by making mistake....tat's y i owez try to do my best ..all i can to avoid a mistake tat im going to make...i just have to make myself getting relax for a time...and i should figure out soon...hopefully...Gambatte..

Bye...nonong...

To tell the truth...before 2 weeks i come back to my sweet home..my cat is dead..i never know that..no wonder i kind a feel uneasy while taking my exam..i was so sad..cz she have been with me for 7 years..i love my cat..the only cat..my parent didnt tell me bout anything until the day i was going back to K.K..it was so sad...nw..is been 3 weeks..i cant even hug her before the day i left to labuan..i don't know whr she is , how is die..my parent say the worker saw her bitten by the stray dogs..nw , i left one cat from 3 cats..bt act..the only one i really care is nong nong..T-TAnyway....life still goes on...i have to be tough..and no matter how long..i still remember u..my beloved cat..

Away for 2 months~

I got a hair cut today , and it cost rm30...is quite expensive , as normally only rm20 like tat , and this haircut is cut by an obachan...haiz~nvm lar , i think is ok de , it will grow longer for the next 2 months....i think , i won' be update any blog after this until april which i finish my matricualtion , as you know , it is hard to get online there ...so ,that;s the story...i guess,...bt i will update it as soon im back...april 18 which i finish my matriculation then on julai..is my uni , have to gambate ne..aja-ellena san..^^

Short note here~

Pic 1 : All along the stairs , we are having picture , hehe , is my suggestion ~ , guess whr am i , the little neko~^^


Pic 2: This picture is nice , Ida suggest it and we are trying hard to get this nice shot~

Pic 3 : Overall picture of H2t12 , we are ready to go back oledi~

Last saturday , we went to the taman botanical in labuan , for biology research , and we enjoy our day , actually i took many picture but , becuz , im run out of time now , surf net at the library and i have to be quick , those are the nice pic whr i take at taman botanical , and of cuz there one good news too , i got 3.8 out of 4 in my sem 1 results , im so happy~^^ , ok ler , tata , im going to be late~tata^^

juz a few complain here.......

Figure 1 : picture of me and my mom~

Figure 2 : Picture of me and my bro

Actually i wanted to post many picture before butim in bz mode...i guess... now , i get the chance becuz there is no new picture recently...so im now posting old picture , then...same things , no new and special events happening....though 'elaun' is out....i want to organise a class activities , but i have no idea how to organise and the class isn;t cooperate at all , and no one is going to support me , even the class representative also like lazy de....and the activities that our tutorial group go to have fun together is a total failure....and another things , weird , how come now everyone want to borrow camera from me , to tell the truth.....am i too selfish or what? maybe....but , i think i can only borrow to someone that very close to me , and .....every time , lent them , i feel like not...very willing to lent it to them , as usual , thats me....and ....something happen laz week also , that...maybe my mood isn't that good...actually i kind a feel a bit angry to my friend now.....and sikit lagi..im going to scold her....but looking at her expression , is like im the bad gurl here....actually...looking at her , feel like the old me....and i very not like that type of me....i mean , i kinda straight forward if u were my buddy...then , i always feel like there something not natural bout her......i don know....like...she always hiding something from the back...and to tell the truth...i don like friend who always wish to get anything good from me.....and...sorry...she make me feel that way , when i 1st meet her...and im trying to avoid it owez....now i think that im a bad gurl now....owez...how come , why every time , i say i want to do it with this ways. but no one show their comment ??and im really unhappy with her now...cuz , i bring my laptop no for entertainment tool for you....i have no one to complain this...is like trap in my mind , owez....laz week..she told me that she want to play my com for 3 to 4 hrs on every sun , actually thats making me very mad!!!URGH!!!!!and everytime , for her birthday , she expecting me to buy something nice for her....when we give someone for present , we give it with our heart , there no values in it , i prefer not giving me present.....and now....then , at that day...i was mad at this ,and when i say this and that , she like "fine , if you don want give me play" whats with that emotion , is over sis....and u were crossing the line now....is our friendship juz becuz of i don giv u my com to play? , i wont mind if pp using my com for doing project but...for game , im really mad!!!!!and now ,...i really don feel like.....talking with her for a while...yet , i have to keep my promise that giv her to play my com every sun at time 12 to 3 , like wat ? im a cyber net for u and help u keep ur stress away? , it shouldn't be like that...u can owez keep ur stress away with other method as well if u want to...so....last word...please think for the others as well.....u want it , but how bout other people feelings....i don like it ...hopefully...she realize this..*angry*

Figure 1 : picture of me (left ) and my friend fui yee (right)....



Figure 2 : nice picture of me (left) anf my buddy kim ( right) , we take this picture at palm square food court and we going out that day , 3 of us , and kim is going to study at KL soon....

Actually i wanted to put those two picture long time ago liao when i was at kk , but somehow is too late for me to do that....don noe...maybe spend too much time watching anime at home...i think those 2 picture quite nice...and my buddy kim...she going to KL to study...is a good news for her...i mean for her study...but little bit feel sad...becuz...i cant hang out with her again when im going home on this coming dec....but hopefully she coming back in this CNY(chinese new year)...so what im waiting now is the christmas holiday....and as usual i cant wait to go home....cuz when i go home , both of my sis will be home too...and plus me and another sis , then will be four of us...yeppee!!!...of course....need to wait for the exam result coming out soon on this 2nd of dec.....quite making me worry....the elaun was out , luckily before the day i die....cuz , my sis didnt even help me bank in and im starving and eating can food for a week....really angry...with that stuff now....and back to my college life...there more and more assignment need to be done....and is quite hot here , actuallu...im online at the library now , cuz u noe...as usual , so lau ya ...and i think thats all for now...cuz i have to search for more info.....ok...tata....